So this is going to be a sappy / depressing / disparaging post - and yes I know, it's terribly uncool - but I've never really been that concerned about it, so deal with it.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Growing up, growing apart, and one best friend.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/31/2010 03:04:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: best friends, cool department, friends, high school, life lessons, not being very trendy, relationships, school
Monday, March 29, 2010
Lucky escapes, therapeutic-creeping and fat-free basking.
Holy crap. I just realized how glad I am that all those could-have-been relationship possibilities did not work out.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/29/2010 11:35:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: coupledom, creepers, dating, Facebook, high school, innuendo, life lessons, lying, morons, precious knowledge, relationships, school, singlehood, therapeutic-creeping
Projects, skull pants and academic hell.
Well, well. Life seems to have caught up to me and stolen all of my time recently. Life is a bitch; a thieving, conniving one at that.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/29/2010 03:56:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: exploding planets, innuendo, judgements, school, skull pants
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Sex, lies and STI colonies.
So, I was thinking about sex earlier - and that is meant in the least sexual way, honestly - and how everyone is so afraid to talk about it - like, really talk about it, in a non-joking / sexual harassment sort of way. And yes, it really can be totally embarrassing to talk about, but isn't that the problem? We let ourselves get so caught up in our fears of being embarrassed, that we just push the subject to the periphery of topics to never be discussed in a serious manner outside of health classes and/or hospitals.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/13/2010 12:57:00 AM 0 comments
Labels: dating, embarrassing topics, honesty, lying, personal health, relationships, safe sex, sex, STI colony
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Tired, guestless and filled with pizza.
So, I am honestly too tired to be writing a post - but I cannot sleep. I'm being taunted by half-waking dreams of extremely attractive people, who are obviously out of my reach. It's kind of cruel of my own mind to play tricks on itself, but apparently even sleeping pills are not helping. Seriously, messed up.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/09/2010 11:10:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: dating, exercise, judgements, not being very trendy, tired, weddings
Monday, March 8, 2010
Mini-meltdowns, judgements and lessons learned
So I'm having a mini-meltdown - the first one in several weeks, which is probably a huge step forward for me - but man, can a few words really bring a girl down.
And this really teaches one about talking to their loved ones, for sure.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/08/2010 09:37:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: family, high school, ignorant people, life lessons, mini-meltdowns
Friday, March 5, 2010
Creepers, dating and nagging grannies.
Does anyone out there ever feel like they've got a loser-magnet hiding somewhere within their body? Because lately, I feel that way. Probably because loserish men keep hitting on me / relentlessly asking me out, even after direct negatives are given to them. It's really quite odd, because I've just recently decided to not date at all - and now the creepers are squirming out of the woodwork to annoy the living crap out of me. I decided to not date, not because I find all of humanity too vile to date or anything - but because I sort of need to focus on me, and only me. It's not really fair to anyone if I date them when I'm still working on figuring myself out - I mean, it's kind of cruel to lead people on like that (I think). Although, it can be fun post-breakup (not that I would know, of course - because I'm way above that).
But seriously, has the creep population doubled? Is there a larva colony outside of the Fargo/Moorhead area just breeding these guys? I think so. I also think someone needs to get on this shit and go exterminate this place, because honestly no one wants more creepers in the world. Nobody. Even creepers are kind of tired of it - obviously because more of them means less creeper time per creeper, and that's uneconomical for everyone.
/grumble.
Anywho, dating. Yeah, it's pretty sweet when it's not sucking the life out of you or devouring your soul. I'm kind of more glad to be single after having written that sentence, for sure.
Well, have a good next date with your creepers, people. Cheers.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/05/2010 11:11:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: cool department, creepers, dating, larva colony
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Friends, family and semi-useless knowledge.
So I was trying to come up with a super, trendy "cool" post earlier - and guess what happened? Nothing. Well, okay, I did write some stuff - some really crappy stuff, but it was writing still, right?
Which leads me to more important things (well, the sun is super important...). I just want to address some exemplary things in my life, and show that while it doesn't always seem like I care, that I do - and I don't want to take all of it for granted all the time - just you know, when I'm being human and careless.
For me, in my life, I've got my (limited) cache of friends, my (dysfunctional) family and of course, my mass of (semi-useless) knowledge. These are the things that I think are most important to me - because I need those specific people in my life. Those are the dear souls who keep me from permanently floating off into the never-never-land in the recesses of my chaotic mind - and trust me, you don't want to vacation in that black hole. And, Knowledge, you mysterious minx, you keep me on my toes and ready for battle. I thank all the pretty green things on the plant that education has been available to me throughout my life, because honestly it's a precious gift. And when it comes to people who want to remain completely ignorant of everything in life, I just want to jump off a cliff. Preferably with sharp rocks or something beneath them (I don't want to suffer). It just kills me that people take the journey for knowledge for granted all the damned time - and yes, I do blame you and your ignorance for homicidally trying to kill me as well (so knock it off).
So, here's to being thankful for what you've got in life.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/02/2010 10:39:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: family, friends, ignorant people, not being very trendy, pink sunsets, precious knowledge
Monday, March 1, 2010
Re-evaluations, Ohno and good-mojo.
For the past several years I've let myself fall into not only a rut, but a self-pitying rut. I defined my entire being on the doom and gloom of my horrific 1 year 7 month relationship to a total douche bag. I not only defined myself thusly, but I let others define me that way - and define me they did. Of course, I wasn't exactly throwing out alternatives for them to bind to, now was I?
Recently I've begun to re-evaluate my own identity - and boy, are there a lot of cobwebs in that attic. Honestly, the thing that seems to have stimulated my road to change has actually been, and I joke you not, the 2010 Olympic games. Now, I know what you're thinking - what the f? Well, the endurance and courage of the athletes is way impressive - but that had so very little to do with it. What did? Twitter. Apolo Ohno's twitter, to be exact. And yes, we all know he is that cute - however, it was all the positive stuff that that guy posts that kind of drove it home (and his attractiveness certainly didn't hurt things). The good mojo that flows out of his tweets gave me a daily pick-up, and watching him & all the other Olympians compete proved to me that things aren't always a suckfest in the world - people can achieve HUGE things - and so could I, if I just tried to. Because honestly, that's what matters most. Winning is freaking awesome, no duh - but being ballsy enough to try - that takes real effort; good things won't just happen. And ta-da, I'm now a newly inducted good-mojo-convert.
I won't guarantee constant pep - I'm no human-motivational-poster like Apolo is, but I damn sure am going to try to be at least a motivational-button.
So, welcome to the new chapter in my life people. Hoorah.
Posted by Miss Sarah at 3/01/2010 10:26:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2010 Olympic games, Apolo Ohno, life re-evaluations, motivational-button, new life chapters, Twitter